Recognising the truth can often be very painful, but it makes you immensely free.

I grew up in a Catholic family in Lower Bavaria and attended a convent school. Due to my musical talent, I spent most of my childhood and youth in church. "Faith" was central to my life. Various unpleasant incidents in young adulthood in the church community showed me for the first time how painful realisation and truth can be.

In search of

So I set out in search of the truth. I read books, attended seminars, had tearful experiences, had doubts, etc...

The more I read, got to know people and attended seminars, the more confused I became: Who is right now? What is the truth?
And so began my journey to myself!

Immerse myself in spirituality

One of the triggers for me to open up to the spiritual world was my recurring fears, not health and not freedom.

How I longed to finally be free! Free from the stressful job. Free from constraints and "must". So - quit my job. Hooray - I'm free! I decide my working hours and what I do. Hooray - I'm free! OR AM I? Outwardly, I was free now. No one to tell me what to do. I'M FREE AFTER ALL! So why doesn't it feel like that at all?

The first message after I had tentatively opened up to the spiritual world was: "Be yourself"! Huh? But I am myself. I can see myself in the mirror. I'm right there! Well, if the spiritual world is sending me such strange messages, it's probably not the right thing for me. I want to be told clearly what I should do now! I want to be "saved". After all, the famous Christmas carol says "Christ the Saviour is here!"
And right at the bottom - in the darkness of darkness I realised: ONLY I CAN SAVE MYSELF!

Ancient wisdom teachings

I followed in the footsteps of the ancient shamans, researched the Vedic scriptures, learnt about anthroposophical philosophy and hermetic laws and deepened my knowledge with psychological training. The deeper I travelled, the more I realised that I was actually not "myself". I learnt the truth about myself! I learnt about the deep pain, the longing!

Peel the onion

I always say to my clients: The journey to yourself is like peeling an onion. We all carry issues from our lives, from past lives and from our ancestors. When I muster the courage to face the truth, I begin to peel the onion. Layer by layer, until I reach my inner wisdom. Peeling can be very painful. I can slip with the knife and cut my finger. Tears flow and leave marks on my face and eyes. But when the onion is peeled and cut, it cleanses our bodies and brings flavour into our lives.

My onion is a really big butcher's onion! And the more I peel it, the more the tears and (heart) blood flow, the closer I get to wisdom, truth and freedom. Again and again I came across a frightened little Maria. And suddenly I realise: THE TRUTH IS IN ME AND THIS TRUTH MAKES ME FREE!

I scrutinise! Everything and everyone! Even messages from the spiritual world. It's about independence, self-determination, self-confidence and autonomy. I am free in my thinking, decisions and my will. I am happy to accept recommendations and opinions, but I question and live MY truth.

Self-knowledge

The more I get to know myself (this is far from over), the more I come into freedom and the stronger the connection to the spiritual world becomes, the more clearly I recognise the truth. In the past, I didn't read books if someone (authority) told me not to read it because it wasn't good. Now I form my own opinion and my inner truth-teller strikes out immediately! So far, the pointer has always been right.

Faith

I am often asked whether I believe in God! For me, the answer is not "yes" or "no". For me, it's not about "faith" and "believing" in something. I feel, experience and trust my intuition.

A divine experience is that I have come a little way towards my inner wisdom, my spark and my light! A divine experience is that I have come a little way towards my inner wisdom, my spark and my light!

Everything is interconnected and every living being on this earth deserves appreciation and respect, because everything is "divine".

I experience... what important information I receive in my communication with the spiritual world.
I experience... when I go into my garden, the birds greet me and thank me for the water and food I put out for them.
I experience... that my vegetables and lettuce grow better when I talk to them and sing to them.
I experience... that the divine creative power is within me.
I experience... that when I ask for information and support, I receive it immediately.
I experience... that nature with all its active ingredients and beings saved my life 8 years ago.
I experience... that I first check, scrutinise and then act.
I experience... that I see and perceive issues in people I don't know and that I am right.

I stopped "believing" and started thinking, experiencing, trusting and feeling! I pulled the mask off my fear and took away its power.

The biggest obstacle to truth and freedom is fear. It prevents me from thinking, it prevents me from questioning and it prevents me from seeing the truth.

Have the courage to face the truth and live freely!

If you would like to experience what it feels like to be in the divine flow, I look forward to making an appointment with you.